Goodbye & Hello

It's a new of the year within 24 hours,
It's time to say Goodbye to 2008,
Woo~~
Think about this year...
What I've done...

Hmm~~
I think this year was the busiest year for me...
Busy for the dance practise, choir, koperasi, holidays part-time job...
And I found I have so much of first time experiences on this year...

• First time represent school to attend the competition like dance and choir, (eventhough we don't win anything...)
• First time working for so long...

I can't list it all...
Some was top secret...Hehe!

Anyway...
This year have many things I've sad for, unhappy and dissapointed...
Never mind, that's brought up me...
Thanks...

Should I plan what I'm going to do and what should I have to learn from this year and brought that to 2009?
Hell ya!!! SPM!!!
Need to study...
No more play!

Still working although have to countdown to 2009,
Please don't let me still count the money when countdown to 2009...

Hope 2009 have more happiness come to me...

Merry Christmas...

Merry Christmas to everyone!
Today was my off day too...I really don't want to busy on Christmas...
And I ask my dad to take off his work today to bring us to shopping...
But...unfortunately, It was raining...
Spoilt our pressure...

Actually...nothing special,
Just like normal day, spending time to buy my school uniform...

Yesterday was Christmas Eve,
I thought the Pesta Boulevard will open until 1 a.m,
But, just until 11.30 p.m.
So I call my dad to pick us there,
Since the way my dad come to Boulevard from E-mart, it was a long way,
So Suk Ting, Suk Ping and me went to the Miri tallest Christmas tree to take picture...

After we took the Christmas tree pictures,
I went to the green light there,
Look like a GHOST!!! ( coz the green light was illuminate from bottom)


huuuuwuu~~~~Scary!!

But the process was so funny....

Perfect Day...

Last Tuesday was my off day...
Awoke at 10 a.m
Got call from May that Xiao Xian ask to go out...
I thought we will just walk and see around in the shopping mall, so...quite lazy...
I prepared myself and got there on 1 p.m

We go to parkson starbucks to while away our time...



Don't know where the idea I got from my mind that I suggest to go to Taman Awam...
then Xiao Xian and May agreed!
So we took taxi and be there...



We see the beautiful landscape there and walk around played, fun and...



We help invalids there too...
We help them to cross the suspension bridge,
First time felt myself was greatness... Hhhooa~~ ( heaven song )

I was happy they were optimist...

After that...Xiao Xian friend/ boyfriend, Ah Shun came and we go to Tanjung by his car...


At Tanjung, I just want to feel the wind and the waves...
Hmm...felt great!
Then, I saw a giant seahorse right over opposite quite a distant...
So we decided to go there-- Marina Bay



We spent our time there until 7 p.m then have our dinner...
Thanks to Ah Shun treated us to dinner...
With long discussion, we decided to watch movie...
Then go back on 10 p.m.
Thanks to Ah Shun again to fetch me back...

Really enjoyed that day...
What a Perfect Day...

Yeah yeah yeah~~~
度過完美的一天...

following...

My little brother was so cute and clever...
I can't stop laughing when I record this video...
He follow my father laugh but didn't have sound come out...

Hahaha....

大头....

Having our shoot yesterday at Boulevard games area...
The light was so good and I took pictures

keep posing and smile, laugh in front of camera...

anti-fake

Preasure = Punishment

Been hurt by someone...
I really care, disappointed, and angry about that...
It almost 3 days I didn't smile,
Even have, it just my protective colouration...

I always tell myself that ignore the damn shit things,
be more confidence and optimistic...
Don't let the pressure attack and make me down...

One day I have told myself...
It is enough that the ambient pressure got you,
but you add on your pressure again...
That will beat you soon...
Don't punish yourself...

Now I'm finding all kind of happiness and activities to cheer myself...
Bless me!

After work....

Last Monday I work morning shift...
Wan Ying suggested to watch movie at Parkson cinema after work...
So I agree her and followed...
Dephne, Danny, Danny's sister, Chung Lee go with...
We watch horror movie Quarantine'...
Really scared me all the time....

I like this moment...
I enjoyed that...
感觉很轻松...

But they seems like don't like to shop...
I like to shop here and there...
If you don't shop, how you find what you want...?

Wan Ying, Dephne, Santa Claus, kokhua

Chung Lee and me

Disheartened...

What's happening today on me?
Why all the bad things come over me???

Today I short 7 ringgit??
What?!! Whaaaaat??

Today I'm really think that I'm having so damn bad luck today...
First, have meeting, but that damn drawer was not lock and just open there...
Nobody dare to close it...

Next...have customers haggled over just that 60 cent...
Then...go back but forgot my jacket!
Somebody stole?

Back home...
Mum and dad not here...
They go to Sibu, so is my aunt here...
The living room air-conditional broken, not cold at all...
maybe just that little thing....
But it keep killing me all the time!!!
I'm not that optimistic easily...? maybe yes...
But I will always think about it...

I'm really worry about my jacket...
ARGHHH!!!!!!

That I would be Good...

The past two days...
I'm not did well with my work...
I've been upset quite long time....
It let me can't focus on work even I have no mood to smile...


But I would be good...
I will learn to be good from the past...

That I would be good...
Even if I'm a irascible...

That I would be good...
Even if I'm so tired...

I would be good...

short...

I worked full time today...
From morning until night 10...

Not so tired....
I still can blogging here...
Today also nothing special...

I always scare that before close counter or before back home,
cashier must count the money...
we called balancing...

Anyway...
Yesterday is my first day have my own counter...
After balancing, it is over 15 cents,
Nothing will happen...
But today was short 40 cents!
And I have to pay it...
NO!!!!!

That's why I need to be moreeeeee focus!!!!
ARGHHHHH!!!!!

Focus!

Today is my off day...
I did't work today to attend for my last day school...
Tomorrow start holidays! yoohooo~~

Yesterday is my third day work...
So far...I can handle it...
The most thing I worry about myself is I always dazzzzed.....
Always give wrong change although have there's have a screen told you how many you should give back to the customers.......
ARGHHH!!!

These three days is been taught by my primary classmate...
Thanks, Chui Ling...
I saw 4 of my primary classmate work there,
and I have 9 of my schoolmates work there too,
wow! I would not be lonely anymore!

Remember to try be focus when working........

This is it !

Theres about 6 hours left that I'm going to be a cashier...
I'm really very nervous!
I don't know whether i can handle it...

Many of my friends that want to find some jobs in Boulevard...
But they definitely won't take cashier as their job because they don't want to take this risks...

I really really really worry about this...
I scare I do mistakes!
Of course everyone do some mistakes...
But I mean some unforgivable...

I always work not longer than 20 days? I guess,
So let's see and let's count how many days and how long I will stay...

worry

Ok...
For just this moment, I finally found a job...
That is cashier...
I'll become a CASHIER!!
OMG! I can't believe I will chose that as my work...

I really worry about this job...
It's kind a risks for me...
All about money...
Nervous!!

But the other thing I worry about is my transport...

She is very unfair!!!
How could she!!!

I have no transport to get there...
If I use bus, I don't know how long I can endure it...
Haiz...

Finding...

Wow...now it's 1.30 a.m.
So I'm going to tell about yesterday...
I always doing this mistake...
Always forgot it is the next day after 12 midnight...

So...Yesterday I went to Impreal Mall first to shopping nothing...
But Koh Sing.................
Hell ya !! She don't like people call her Koh Sing...It's Ke Xin.
Ok...back to the topic,
Ke Xin just went to a girly stuff shop and I follow her...
There's a situation that they cought a couple that stole some of their stuff.
There's not only have a witnesser...
But there's also have a video cought their doings...
I just pretend to show anything to Ke Xin for just want to see what's happen next...
But Ke Xin knew my attempt and stopped me then got out...

I want to find a part-time job actual yesterday...
But we didn't get to Boulevard...
Missed that...
Today morning I will go with my friends...
Hope I will find one...
Bless me!

Over again...Doo doo doo doo~~~

Finally is the last day for my exam!
I am so happy about that!
It's took my 3 weeks!
and 4 nights I can't sleep well...
Now finally these will not going to happen...

Today I had my Chinese paper 2,
nothing special about that, just a little hard...
But there's a situation that freakin me!

Ing Hong went up stairs to call Alvin get down to have his exam,
but he said he don't want and want to sleep...
OMG ! how dare he said like that?!
So my Chinese teacher went upstairs to call him down...
Then I saw him came and sat in front of me...

The exam took 2 hours and 15 minutes,
I saw him done in just 30 minutes and sleep on the table...
There's something that I really want to retch!
He sleep until slobbered his paper!
Eww...Disgusting! Disaster!!!
I don't like his personality...Annoyed than the bitches...

Anyway...
Don't care about him...
Just look forward, coz no more exam after this and holidays coming over....
Start a new life!
Rock that!!!
over over over!!!!

mother love

I've just watch Taiwan show " Top Topics "
I love to watch it coz there was so many topics that I can learn there...

The topic that I watched just now is about mother love...
3 female artists brought their mother to the show and talk about the past or the importance of their mother in their life, how close the relationship they are...

They almost make me cry!
I can cry if my sister not watch with me...
I attached importance the relationship between family the most...
So...whether the movie, story about family...I will cry...

Mother plays very importance characters in our life...
Sometines they are annoying...
But...come on!
Who's mother didn't bothered you of doing everything?
I love my mother...
Although I always hate she always hurry me from doing anything...

Children...
Think about when you're mother not besides you...
Maybe you are not in accordance with your filial duty so you don't miss her.
But maybe your mother does!
This is the situation and a tableau that make me cry when there're appear on my mind...

blog in Chinese

Today I have created a new Blog...
But it's all in Chinese...
As a Chinese person, something or some feeling that I just know how to describe in Chinese...not in English...
Another reason I create the Chinese blog is because Koh Sing lazy to read my blog by English...

Gosh!!!
It's hard...
I'm tired to create that...
Need to have Yahoo account first so that you can have your Wretch blog...
I need to sign up again...
Its took my 2 hours to done these...

The function inside is different with the Blogger...
I more love Blogger, because the arrangement here more simple than the complicated Wretch.

Anyway...
For those who would like to read my blog by using Chinese...
There's the link at " their link " ( under the yanzi-news and on top of the kokhua friendster)

It Finally " Released "

Yesterday I had a dinner with my family,
It's very delicous especially the prawn ball...
And I had a food baby...

After that I back home and the first thing I want to do is online...
So I sign in msn then May find me and told me..............
Oh wait... !!
Before telling you what she want to tell me...
I want to tell you that the friendship between me and her were patched back!

This is the photo that took from Curtin Light Camera workshop...
So...She told me that the video that we took at Curtin finally uploaded from Inessa to youtube.

FINALLY!!!



So happy!
When I play this video, my whole family watch it with me...
Shy shy a...
hehehe...

Sleepy...

I have stayed at Koh Sing's house for 8 hours!
From 2 p.m to 10 p.m!
Well...I went there just for get prepare for my BM exam paper tomorrow...
Err.....much was talking other things lar...Hehehe...

I didn't sleep well from last Thursday untill today...
Last Thursday I didn't sleep whole night with study!
Then next day I answer my paper with my sleepy eyes...

Anyway, I saw my Chemistry paper 2 and paper 3 results today...
WORST !! 6 over of 100, 9 over of 40 marks...
I do not understand Chemistry...
So hard!
Don't even to think about my Mathematics paper today...
Can said that...It's blank...

But anyway again...
I have score my Physics in high marks! ( So Far from my past exam paper )
50 over of 100 in paper 2, and 35 over of 40 in paper 3...
WEE~~~

How worst some of the subjects...
How I wish they fuck-off from me...
ARGHH!!!
Confusing me and suffering me all the time!

Next week I don't want to stay up for my sweety nights again!
Because most are Paper 1, it's objective questions...
Answer them by my luck...

I really sleepy right now...
Have to snake away...
( snake's sound ) SSsss....

Definition of 'LIKE'

My friend had ask me that...
' Do you like anybody now? '
' no ' I answered...

' What kind of girl you like? ' she asked again,
' Why? '

Yes...WHY?
I always found out through my feel...
I just don't want like somebody who just want to couple couple...
Play some stupid puppy love...
It's meaningless...

Kinda funny that one of my friend said she love to eat ice-cream, so she dream she could marry the boss of ice-cream shop...

Is it possible that I also have to like a girl who sells honeydew because I love to eat honeydew?
Could it be said that I have to find a girl who look alike with Sun Yan Zi because I love Yanzi?
Impossible!
So funny...

It's up to feeling of affinity...

Now I'm enjoy with the heart-free...
And...I don't want to have the puppy love even a partner on this age...

See ' lenglui ' ( beautiful girl ) are things that I always do lar...haha!
Now I found out I love to see girl with short hair...
It's show their strong personality and beautiful, high fashion...
But if the hair cut was not suitable for her...
I will... ughh!!

Anyway...Many girls also cut this hairstyle
And some of them were beautiful too...
For me to decide she's beautiful with that?
I also up to my feeling with my first sight!
That's why I like her!
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Is Holly Kiser from my previous post lar!
Who you think she is ? !
Hehehe...

Holly Kiser

I love to watch reality show...
Such as America's next top model, So you think you can dance, Project runway...
Yesterday I just finish watched [ Make Me A Supermodel ]



And...my girl won!
She is Holly Kiser



First time I saw her I just don't like her hairstyle...
But her hair make me pay more attention on her
After she had a hair cut that a little boy hair...
I just think that is beautiful ! Isn't it?

Anyway...
I always think that she's not going to win...
But...She DID!!!

14 model are competing the competition...
10 were eliminated and 4 left are running up for Supermodel
and Holly was the only girl who fighting with other three guy...
Perry was eliminated and so does Ben, and they think Holly are not going to win...
But Americas have voted to make Holly as a Super Model!
She kick-off Ronnie too!
Wow!!!





This is the dress she wear on her last runway walk...

Congratulation! Holly!

画皮_Painted Skin

I had watched a movie last night, a new movie
named [ 画皮 ]/ [ Painted Skin ]

It's really a great movie...
I'm enjoyed to watch it!

I just don't know how to describe it...
Watch it yourself!

解脱

外面正下着大雨
掌声再加上交响乐,
如此隆重的自然音乐。

在这原本安静下读书的我，
雨滴声让我心情变得承重。难道雨声就是这么呱噪？
但是它却让我感到寂寞...

看看外面的景色
在路灯的照射，清楚的看见每一滴雨水
掉落在每一个表面
就像我心中每一个是非，
就让它们随着每一个雨点消失

好想淋雨...
就让雨水来掩饰我的泪水
隐藏我的泪在眼眶翻滚
这会是我真正的解脱

Blank

不要逼我...

Wooo~~
I don't know how to answer my paper...
All blank...

I just don't get it...
My friends around me know how to answer questions...
And I just let my paper blank...

Jade got 90% the highest marks in additional mathematics in paper 2, Suk Ping got 55...
but me I think I don't get even 10!

' I don't care ! '
always spoke out from my mouth...
But...I still didn't feel well...

Study on last minutes also didn't get anything better lar...

用功!!!

Stressing...

Tomorrow will start my exam...

The hardest subjects for me...

Chemistry and Additional Mathematics...

I always headache to memorize the name of the chemical ...

I see the numbers on Additional Mathematics text book...become daze and confuse...

It's enough for me that my moral projects havent done yet and must pass up next week...

I had think that : Last exam, hmm? Just screw it!

But...No 'door' 没门! haha...

Been study whole day!

Never so hardwork before...haha

Am just want to relax and express my stress feels...

I dont want to stress the relationship between me and her...

Wait her cold down first then see lar...

Ok...have to fly now...

FLYYY == siuu~~

He started to craw !

It's been a long time my little brother knew to turn his body and lie face downwards on the ground.

Then now he know how to craw!

Here's the video I took...



When do he know to stand and walk?

Betrayer ? HUH?

Go here and read what May wrote...

I don't know whether she hate me or mad at me or never look at me as a friend...
I'm betrayer?
What is your evidence that make you said I am the black sheep?

Did I tell you : May...I tell her your secret...
Do I?
Never!

How could she?
She just misunderstood me... (Maybe)

Ok...Let me tell the situation...

On the way to Biology lab...
I heard Tony and Jade conversation...

Tony : Fuck her lar...Why talk so much of that?
kokhua : What happened? Who you talking about?
Tony : This one lor...

( Tony give me a finger language that is letter of 'M'- May)

kokhua : who's that?

( May was right there...)

Tony : I tell you later...

(May gone...)

kokhua : You guys talk about May?
Tony : Definitely!
kokhua : ooo...

Then I didn't continue that topic again...

In the Biology lab...
I saw Atiya comfort May from the angry...
I was just joking and said : Don't bother her, she's emotional of love now...
Then she look at me like gotta kill me...
I hate someone look at me like that...
So I purposely show the whites of my eyes to her...
I thought she was madding and in bad mood...
But Atiya told me she angry at me too...
She said I'm talk bad thing about her with Jade and always fake in front of her...

Just now I saw her blog and talk about me that I'm the betrayer...
She didn't write my name, just write 'a boy', but I extremely know that was me...
I was very mad at that time and post my comment with add some harsh words...

I think she might be think that I angry her and will tell the secret to Jade...
No! I won't!
And I never!

Friends is included trustful...

I still take her as friend...
I still don't know what wrong I did?

It's really hard to be a middleman...

Shall I still take her as my friend?
She don't write my name in her friends list anymore...

Childhood

Seems teachers didn't teach us anything today...
Or we didn't listen to teachers...

By the way...
I have joined the conversation with Iness and Valerie that is talk about our childhood.
We were very happy with this topic.
From kindergarden to primary school...
Talk about what's our parent did to us when we are children...
That's memorable...

Anyway...
I've promised them to upload my child photo...


Don't laugh!!
I know I'm ' nerdd ' !!

Dazedly

I asleep at 3 a.m. last night !
DAMN!
I went to my room to get ready for sleep at 12 midnight but I can't fall asleep til 1 a.m. -2 a.m. and keep going to 3a.m.
The funniest thing is, the 'newspaper-sender' already send the newspaper to my house and I still didn't sleep...
Then I hace to wake up on 5 a.m. for my school...

Today I really tired and felt like my head so heavy...and dazedly!
So I sleep early about at 7 p.m. , But... I woke up at 10 p.m.
Don't know why...
Insomnolence? NO WAY!!

Anyway...
I had uploaded some photos on my blog...
You can check out on extremely right side...
Actually I don't really pleased with those coz looks kinda...mess ?
So...hopefully can see your comment about those photos in my shoutbox !
Thank Q !

Back to school !!

Raya holidays end...
Whole body become slack...

Tomorrow school start...
Have to face the school gate, 'rall-call', teachers...

Then the next week having exam again!!
No way !!

Anyway...
At least I can meet my lovely friends again...
Miss them a lot ! Although just 1 week no see... Long time, huh?

STUDY STUDY STeaDY !!!

Raya with Innes !!

Yesterday me, Jade and May have visited to Innes house for Hari Raya...
Woo~
Almost whole day at Innes house...

The first time visit to my friend's house for Raya...
When we reach Innes house...
I saw Innes came out and call us : "Masuk sini donggg..."
So we went into her house...
Selamat Hari Raya !! -- to all her family.

We enjoy there with many biscuits and cakes...
OF course the rendang...
Until now I'm still miss that!

Help Innes to serve her guest...
Online...
Watching movie...



It's very enjoyable...
I just don't know how to describe...

Go to May's blog, you can find out more...

Got it ! -- N81

I didn't expect Dad brought us to shopping today and bought the handphone for me...
My handphone stold by a jerk or bitch or whatever...
Anyway, I got my favourite handphone!
N81...
Is it nice?

Sure nice!!

Hehehe...

[ 50 First Dates ], [ Final Destination 1,2,3 ]

Yesterday I watched 4 movies in 1 day!
Watched [ 50 First Dates ] at Koh Sing house...
Watched [ Final Destination 1,2,3 ] at my home after recommend by Koh Sing...

1 romantics movie and 3 horror movies

These 4 movies was awesome!
Its worth to watch...

choking !!!

Yesterday I went to Koh Sing house to watch movie...
Then Koh Sing ask me to eat Yamata ( as shown below )...


Gosh~!!!
It is nuts, and there is Wasabi cover on them...
Me and Koh Sing choking by ate that!

I ate until my tears came out...
Koh Sing thrown it out...
And...Wasabi...SUCKS !!

Recommend you -- < 4Bia >

I watched a Thailand horror movie [ 4Bia ] with May today...









I love to watch horror movie, everytime I go to the cinema and watch the horror movie with my friends, they all scared into crazy!
Only me still in calm...
They are scaredy-cat sometimes...

But...
This is the first time I watch a horror movie with shuddered and calmless from the beginning of the story til the end, in the cinema!
[ 4Bia ] was shit scared and terrifying...

But I like it!

suffering...

I used a new facial cleanser been 5 days...

I thought this will be cool and good on my face...

But...

hmm...seems I'm wrong...

After I use it, my face become so dry and PEELING!!!

Gosh...

My face so dry until so tight!

It's keep peeling when I'm doing some facial expression like laugh, talking...

Arghh!!!!

This is what I'm suffering!

Maybe It's not suitable for my skin?

Maybe its doesn't get these trouble by using toner, moisturizer, or face scrub...

Tomorrow I will buy those...

see how it's work...

I have to change again if suffer from that...

or

Somebody help??

Fooohh~~

Today I went to Boulevard to print out my photos...
Waited for half an hour, so me and Koh Sing decided to eat some ice-creams...

After took the photos, we shopped around and saw Nyuk Lian...
We decided to shop with her.
Then she wanted to skate...
But me and Koh Sing didn't skate...


Today is hell day for me actually...
I lost my photos...
I forgot to take it along with me!
I realized when I am on the way to go home...

My mum scolded me becoz she believe that photos can be cursed!
She make me scared too!
Arghh... !!

Then I called Ah Ning for help...
Finally found...
Thanks Ah Gu help me to find it...

Travelling + Learning

I wish I can travel to many countries...
I want to know their different lifestyles...

How come I suddenly talk about this?
Just now I went to So Simple blog...
Singapore's famous and cutest Yess 933 DJ Lim Pei Fen has traveled to many countries...
Paris, Japan and Taiwan...
The places I really want to be!!!

There is so different...
The temperature...the sunshine...the view...
I really wish I can be there to check out...

Do my dreams come true one day?

open minded? politeless? too much?

Thinking about this SO long today...
After Koh Sing told me that 7 chinese from their class have a topic talk that I'm too much...
They dislike me to talk bad about someone...

Haiz...
I just want to tell...
But I dont mean want to let them to hate someone I pissed!
And...
If you dont really want me to talk about these holyshit nonsence, why dont stop me?
Then why you listen it?
Even I think you seems more concentrate on me than your teachers in your class...
If you really think I'm too much...
Ok, Fine...
Maybe I'm talk to the wrong person...

Sorry...
I will never do it again...

Blogger -- my listener

Blogging is the way that I let off my unhappiness, feeling...
So whatever I write or Whatever I say...
I just want to tell Blogger!

Whatever I want to say bad thing about someone...
It is my buisness...
If you read this, and that is talking bad thing about you...
Yes...I meant it!
Dont think you are perfect and nobody will hate you...
No! Stop dreaming!

You can hate me!
You can write bad thing about me as more as you want or even create your blog that specially for humiliate me!
"Anti-kokhua", "kokhua the jerk", "kokhua the rubbish"...
I dont care...
That is your feeling and think about me...
Even I see that and I will forget it...
All I have to do that time...I will very SORRY!!

She's right...
We have the freedom to speak whatever we want...
But dont implicate your Country's rules or anything...

Dont I should have my own place to let off my feeling?
Who will be my listener?
Then who will think of me?
The people around me...
Nobody were trustful...

Haiz...
If you really see your name here,
Yes, I meant it...
and that is what I think about you...
BUT IF you dont see your name here...
Dont aware that is you...
More you think that is you...
That's because you know that is your defect...

Drop your comment if you really want to retort upon me...

What a Moody week!!

"kok hua, why are you so moody around these days?"
then I answered my friends "Dont know..."
And I saw there confused and dazed face...

Don't know why I was moody...
Then I also can't find the reason!
I always remind myself to smile always...
Arghh!!!!

Maybe always sleep late at night...
and cause my emotional unstabil...
hahaha...Just kidding!

I must search some jokes from net to cheer myself!

interested in...

I have many hobby...
and always not be longer...
So I'm "Mr 3 minuites"

Don't call me Master Gossip, Valerie...
Although I am...hehehe

Now I'm quite often edit photos with photoshop...
The photoshop was damn great and I was confused with that!

Then I also have learn some dance...
the steps quite hard and I have to learn it step by step...
Arghhh!!!

These are my hobby and doing often almost every day.

Next Friday is my school's Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang
I have 2 performance!
Choir and Chinese comic dialogue!!
I need to have enough practise now...
Bye blogger!

Dear Mathematics Teacher...I HATE you !

Don't show that face to me!
Thats looks Bitch...

Don't believe me?
Do that face again in front of mirror!
you will hate yourself!
Don't say I'm not respect you...
Is you didn't respect us as student from the first day you came into our class!
Just cames our class for 3 or 4 days only...
Who do you think you are?

you don't know me yet...
if I don't respect you, I also will show that kind of face that you show me!
Let's see!!!

Dahlah pronunciation of English kau tu teruk, cacat, scratch!!
还有脸来教我们?!
cheh!!!

Disagreeable for me to hear !!!

Dont ask me to shut up!
is you who suppose to shut up!
you the Slut Lesbian!

It is the buisness of two of you...
did I said anything that make you angry and until you ask me to shut up? !
she! your girlfriend is the one who make you angry...and you so silly and stingy!
like that you also want to angry...

This is not the first time!!
I could endure it longer!!!

Fuck off !

The day of MERDEKA...

Yesterday was Malaysia's 51st National day...
hmm....nothing special lar...
can't believe I just stay at home like normal day...
eat, online, watch tv...

but the 2 days before the National Day, our school have celebrated for it...
and we have a performance...Choir!
and the day before the performance was our choir competition...
kinda funny becoz just only have 2 classes attended...
That is Allamanda and Begonia...

This is the competition among the classes...
of corz the rules is the classes cannot mix...
well, that PAMELA who has been given the label of "BITCH" by many people move to Begonia and be their conductor...

First we ask her to attend the practise...
BUT she said blame Charmaine coz she didnt ask her to join the choir competition while that day she stay at school for the choir practise with us actual and she also ask Atiya to write her name on the name list, and I saw her ask many of our classmates to join that morning...
BUT then she said she dont want join us actually becoz of ME...
Becoz she dont want me will curse her at the back...
BUT she dont know that if she move to Begonia, is we all, all of ALLAMANDA will curse her!
She also said that she move to Begonia and be their conductor because of the emergency that Bong didnt attend, but as we know Bong Hern Wei dont even know how to sing but he will be the conductor???
cheh!!! excuses!!!

May, Atiya told me that she have said sorry to them but they just ignore her.
Zaimah have purposely said she is "PENGKHIANAT" (traitor, betrayer) loudly in front of her...
Good job guys!

And we also be bad...
we wait until the last minutes to tell teacher, let them do nothing at the moment...
well...
at the end she can't be the conductor of Begonia after I told teacher...
Great...

Finally Allamanda won by the highest score!

ALLAMANDA-150
Begonia-83

Although we just got ten of Allamanda join, but we have the discipline, and the competition held in Music room...

BUT until the day of the National Day...
Becoz of many of their class join the competition, and teacher let Pamela be the conductor, they also have perform on the stage...
Congrates! Many people like their performance...some of the teachers said they should win...
well they don't know the situation of the day of competition....
let them have this luck...

me and the pianist-Yaya

all of us NGEKKK!!!!

Allamanda choir team name list:

Conductor: kokhua

Pianist: Yaya

Singer: Zaimah, Dorina, Ah Hui, Sharmaine, May, Julene, Elizabeth

Light Camera Workshop......BEST!!!

I have attended the Light Camera Workshop at Curtin University on 19-22 August with my gangs...

Its about how to filming and about environment...

I'm having so much fun at there!

Miss them all!

tea break...

discussions....

we're so BAM!!!

the favourite food of Allamandas...

ngekkk....!!!!


mee kolok...

boring??

Having lunch together...

Dr. Shanti

Uncle Zin

Dr. Thomas

me and jian ming

Merbaus and the Pujuts