I want CHEER UP~

It's been 3 months I'm suffering for someone!
I'm done!
I want to cheer up...
But how?

My heart was very very hurt~
I wish I didn't meet that person!
My life completely changed!
I'm so angry, I want to kill somebody!
Arghhh~~~!!!!

How long again I will suffering about this?
It's... soming to me so fast....
I haven't ready to ' welcome ' them...

Today is Labour day...
I go out with my family...
There was so my people,
and I was squeezing between people,
but why I still felt so lonely?

I really want my heart can relax and free...
who can help me?

I guess I like someone~
I fall in love with someone that I shouldn't love to...