D-A-M-N !-!-!

This morning had a wonderful weather and make me feel....fresh!!!
hmm....seems like this whole day must be a perfect day...
hahaha....

Today.........S-U-C-K-S !!!

This morning I told Wilson Chua that I can't go to the school in afternoon...
great...he asked me to tell the teacher...


I seldom done my note...
So I LAZY to complete the Biology note...
so do some of my classmates...
I'm not the only one who not complete...
Juz got 8 pages not complete...
not like the others...not do it at all or even dun touch their note book.
Then the teacher call our name...
I am the first call...

My Biology teacher was annoying...
always make herself like a B-I-T-C-H
at least she has good retention...
can remember so many names...

Next is PSK class...
Err...I was waiting for what activity will teacher give us, actually...
Great...(-_-)
its...Singing! ta-da!!..................cheh!!!
Today Mike absence for school, Inessa has sore throat...
But I think we are doing great job...
I was thinking that we will on top 3 or 2 or whatever...
WOHOO !!! we are last!!! S-H-I-T !!!

In the Afternoon...
I went out coz koh sing want to take her salary and buy an Ipod shuffle...
OK...made me waiting so long...
Finally got the salary cheque but koh sing forgot to bring her I.C...
can't take the cash yet!!!
Wasted my time...
Wasted my energy...
ARGHH!!!

wish that Koh Sing would buy her Ipod Shuffle tomorrow!!!!

yeah !!!

yeah!!!!
I finally got my Ipod touch!!!
feel like dream come true...
hehe...

Actually I want to buy it on last Friday...
But they said need to arder it and need to wait until the next day...
so I have to wait till the next day...
then I also have to paid for the deposit RM400

On the next day...I wait koh sing back from school and we go together...
Before we going to the bus stop, we called the Optiprimus ( ipod shop) to make sure the Ipod I want to buy have arrive or not...
if not there's really shit hole...
Luckily...got there...

When we arrive there...I bought the Ipod Touch 32 GB!!!!
So happy!!!!!

But now am really confused with using it!!!

ai ya...like that de la, first time bah....
hehehehe XD...

keep control !!!

Today I'm so hardworked with my work at school without reason...
am ordinarily a lazy student in the class...


Maybe I juz keep control myself dun think too much about buying an ipod touch...
One of my friend said dun think about it often...
if not I wont get it!
I really want it so bad! Always keep thinking about this...
well...I have to trust my wat my friend said...
But tomorrow I will go to buy it, with my friend---May Sim
She's one of my best friend la! hope I will get an Ipod touch tomorrow!

May and I

But the other things is about Julene...

Julene and I

her pronunciation...ERR...

kokhua : Hey! Julene...Originally This afternoon I want to invite you to go to Parkson with me to buy Ipod touch, but you didnt get the free time today, unluckily...wat you doing actually this afternoon?

Julene : I'm " livivrian"

kokhua : wat is "livivrian"?

Julene : "livivrian" you also dunno a? 图书馆理员...

kokhua : you mean LIBRARIAN?

Julene : ya la!

hahaha...I juz keep control not to laugh...Suk ping also want to laugh, but she also control herself, then Julene also confident of her pronounce it right...Whatever!!!

Suk Ping and I

uninterestingly

Today is sucks!!!
Its is enough for me that today was smog and cause the temperature get high !!!
Today I juz busy doing my Biology homework...
If I didnt attend for the dance practise, I no need to be so busy today...

I really dont like the team of this dance...
I really want to quit!!!
ITs juz wasting my time!
This afternoon I also have attended for the practise...
But I didnt dance at all!!! teacher juz busy for teaching pom pom...
almost get mad...

I dun want to stay back for the practise tomorrow!
Damn!!!
PLEASE GO AWAY BITCHES!!!!

悲观 [pessimistic_)

If I'm be in boring...
dunno why I always think about sad thing...
most I will think of the scence of some movie lar...
then I'll also keep thinking about the sad song...

"the sunrise or the sunset, which do you like the most?" koh sing asked me...
"sunset" I answered...
"You're pessimistic !" she replied.

Yes...I agree with her...
Even if most of my friends said I'm humorous person...
But sometimes I more like to be alone...
coz I love to thinking or be in trance...
Its relaxing me...

watch sad movie the most...
After watched that, I will be gloominess for few days to think of the movie also...
Juz dunno why I will keep think of that...
sometimes wondering that could it happen on real life?

I more like sentimental songs too...
comfortable...
The lyrics also meaningful...

Dont think I never be in happy...
NO!
Juz depend on mood...

cheh !!!

Today is our class poco-poco dance contest between groups...
Hahahaha......this is my respond to our group...
really disappointed....

In the afternoon...
I went to school for dance...
But teacher spent most the time for the girls....
cheh!!!
self-righteous Bitches!!!

Honestly...
I'm not really like the dance...
Haiz...this whole day was sucks!

uncompleted

Yesterday we plan to practice the poco poco dance at my home...
But only got Suk Ping and Jade's footstep in my house...
Whatever...

I always wondering that why Cikgu Ariza always have the weird activities for us...
Last time Opera, now poco poco...

Ok...fine!
I juz hate that Flora that she always absence from attendance for our practice...
Shit! She also lied that she will attend...

Fine...
I dont want to care about this too much...
Juz take good care about my part...

The Love Of Siam

starring :

Witwisit Hiranyawongkul

Mario Maurer

Chermarn Boonyasak

Sinjai Plengpanich

Songsit Rungnopakunsri

Plot:
Mew and Tong were neighbors and close friends in childhood. But after Tong's sister, Tang, disappeared, Tong's family moved away. The boys are reunited during their senior year of high school at Siam Square. The musically talented Mew is the leader of a boy band called August. Tong has a pretty girlfriend, Donut. The meeting stirs up old feelings that Mew has harbored since boyhood, his love for Tong.
Mew's band, meanwhile, has a new manager, June. She looks just like Tong's long-lost sister, Tang. After meeting June, Tong and his mother, Sunee, devise to a plan to pay June to pretend she is Tang, in hopes that it will pull Tong's father out of his alcoholic depression. Tang borrows a story from the Thai film Ruk Jung, saying she has amnesia, which is why she has forgotten how to say her family's Catholic grace at the dinner table.
Mew is also the object of an unrequited crush of a neighbor girl, Ying. But Mew has strong feelings for Tong, which have inspired him to write new songs.
The boys share a prolonged kiss in Tong's backyard one night after a party in honor of the return of Tang. Tong also spends the night with Mew, which causes his mother to worry.
At Christmas time, as Tong and his mother are decorating a Christmas tree, they have a heart-to-heart talk about making choices, and Tong asks his mother to let him make his own choices.
Tong then goes to Siam Square for a date with Donut. Mew's band is playing nearby, so Tong abandons Donut and tells her he cannot be with her. He then rushes to see Mew play and is guided there by Ying, who has accepted the fact that Mew loves Tong. After the performance, Tong gives Mew a gift, a missing nose from a wooden doll that Tong gave him when they were children. However, Tong tells Mew he can't be his boyfriend but that doesn't mean he doesn't love Mew.



This is the movie that I watched last Sunday...
Its really a great great great movie!
This is the greatest movie that I've watch for this year...

Its a Gay drama...
very romantics...

I think everything around this movie was perfect!
whether the background music, character, songs...It is too great!

you can try to watch it...

calmness

well...
am not really on mood now...
dunno why!

maybe just think about friendship suddenly...
sometimes I really want to go back to the past...
now my friends around me have their lover...
I dearly hope we also can be together happily with no changes even if they have their lover...

maybe I am selfish...

but now I dont think I would like to be in love with someone...
coz one of my friend didnt kept her word to me...
now I have a bad feeling on her,
but I cant cut off the line of friendship between us!
coz I will think of the past that we really are the friends that very close!
now I have to talk to her like talk to a stranger or even a passerby with my dumb fake face and have to look that guy's facial expression!
she's really change a lot!

maybe thats why I have a bad feeling to LOVE
I cant believe that damn shit LOVE can take everything!
No wonder they said love is blindness...

I cant stop thinking that,
If we can move back to the past, it must be great!

but it wont!

now I have to do is forget the past and look forward!
how miss I am, how many tears came out also cant work!
just stay calm and keep look forward!
smile always...improve myself!

pretty cool !

Last Friday, our school were held Teacher's day.

As I said last time, we have performance with international dance for teachers...

Everything great,

no mistake, I have smile, I have make myself more confident...

can say everything perfect!

coz if can, I want to perform once again...

Choir competition result

OH YA!!!! I almost forgot to say our choir team!
wow! been almost 2 months past...
okokok...dun worry...
I still remember our situation that day...


on the 23 April 2008
we have to go to SMK Baru to have a choir competiton...
a beautiful morning with big sunshine wat a nice lanscape stil cant cover our nervously feelings...
the competition start 1 p.m and we get ready with change our clothes and the girls were makeup...bla bla bla...


then till 12p.m we start our way to that location...
before that we need to shout our school moto
"go go Merbau go! you can do it even more!"















the long long way we took...finally, we got there!

teacher ask us to be more disciplin and politeness...
so we say HELLO to whoever we saw...hehehe

okok...after the others and finally our turn...
OH! we're doing great job!
BUT we just got NO.4! so sad!
I still can remember we all held we all hands together when they announce the result...



1st-SMK Chung Hua *they really best! I love their performance
2nd-College
3rd-SMK Baru
4th-SMK Merbau


p.s/ got 8 schools join, but i forgot the others result...

unconsciousness

the time past so fast unconsciously...
am didnt remember wat I did last...
*just feels like that sometimes, with gloomy feelings...

however...unconsciously again I was picked up again by Cikgu Dayang to dance for Teacher's Day performance.

haha...were YESTERDAY we JUST START PRACTICE!
BUT fortunately we can remember the steps as best we can.
but the dancers not the same, except Ballestros and Lai Wei Ling.
the rest all is form 2 &form 6 and the EX-students of SMK Merbau.
Juz a little bit unhappy is that Joyce! yes...I call her bitch again! Juz dun like this self-righteous people! and unfortunately she is my dance partner...
haiz...last time dance competition I hate Pamela then she is my partner, now I hate Joyce the she is my partner... WTHELL!!!

hehe...am so tired and sleepy then its pretty late now and it is the time I suppose to sleep...

has not end yet....

End of the 2 weeks of school holidays...
I have busy with working in the hypermarket as a packer...
My holiday life was full of plastics and packing...hehe
Now really feel tired...haiz...


sometimes really having joy with customers...
but sometimes got troublesomes woth some bitches and jerks...
juz like today...


today dun know wat damn things happen to the creadit card machines line...CANT WORK!
Just as well we have discover it early and put the notice in front of the counter so that some customers who want to use master card or visa cards or whatever can ^detect^ it so that they can know what should they going to do...

BUT got a bitch said why dun tell them early and why dun put the notice sign outside...
I was think it is really funny...
If she didnt notice to the sign in front of her,how will she notice to the sign out there?
and she said our service was very poor...

please! next time dont shop in the BOULEVARD HYPERMARKET as best you can!



haiz...juz forget about her...
tomorrow have to go to school again...
weekend have to work again then...



everything is to be countinued.....

start over?...

End of this week...
Today I'm not working coz off day and I found that how difficult are during working but its really very boring juz stay at home...but the only good thing is can sleep more time...hehe

anyway...I resigned to be a sales asistant yesterday........
hahaha...finally cant endure again to carry those heavy things.......
I back to be a packer...

My friends Liew Yang Yang, Chia Kah Fung and Yong Jun Haur also stop working...
they situation also same as me...dont want to follow the new law...

They really funny...I'm enjoy the fun with them...
Now I'm going to miss them dearly...
我怀念的... (yanzi's song, very nice song!)
but how miss I am also cant start over...

tomorrow start working...
the only things I'm unhappy is the cashiers...
Excuse me bitches...you are scanning too fast...not me packing too slow...
so dun show your impatient face!