What I've found is interesting

A part of my hobby is taking picture with my camera,
well said I still not a camera freak...
I just more interesting with the effects
I do tried to do the effects on the photo with photoshop...

Well, I'm glad that I found I can do " PIKA PIKA " with my Canon camera and no need to use photoshop...

Some of my friend said I am too free to do this,
Yes, Actually I am...
I did want to have my interview for the job but stopped by my mum,
She said I should go for interview after I learn the car leasson,
that's mean I drive myself to go for work...
She just lazy and don't want to become my " driver "... Haha!

Since I was so free in my long long holiday,
I am interesting to do " PIKA PIKA " around these days...

What is PIKA PIKA?
Haha, check it out, it is light painting...
These is the PIKA PIKA that I've made...

Can figure out I painted " KOKHUA " ?

' Tu-lan ' leh...

I have a free ticket to go KL that my teacher gave me...
Not very sure that I could go or not because I really think this is not a right time...
I'm vexing about so many thing because I go there alone...

Well, I do have friend there that kindly can help me for place to stay,
but that probably the main point make me feel unhappy which I think I'm ' mafan ' them and I'm not very pleased with the ' friendly ' sound...
Well, I should not think like that coz I'm misunderstood but due to my personality that get mad easily, it is quite hard to comfort myself, this is my weakness and please forgive me...

Anyway, my teacher haven't inform me about the ticket also so I don't want to worry about that so much... If not then really spoil!

Today got the Christmas parade held at cityfan, I do really want join them but I could not manage to find someone to fetch me back home!!!
This is a mission impossible for my parent to ask them pick me from there...

These are really make me geram and unhappy, I just want to have joyful event during my holiday... Seems all became disaster!!!
Hate!!

I'm mad because I'm perfectionist so the little thing could get up on my nerves, isn't it???

Jalan jalan

Today I had go out with jade and poh ling ...
Actually we just want to attend the education fair at Grand Palaxe hotel as I wanted to know more about A-level, but we left and went for our ' jalan-jalan ' due to poh ling's information mistake, the event is on this Saturday...

My family went to Sibu yesterday, the Honda is left at my home so I tried to ask Jade to drive as she got her P liscence, then she drove and we had went to some places...

We went to Boulevard after the hotel, I went there just wanted to buy my chocolate bar!!
But I've found nothing...
But I met my friends who works as cashier that I worked with when I work as part time cashier last year...
They said I've change compared to my picture taken last year in cashier room with now...
Really? Haha!! Ngegeh jor me...

After that, we went to restaurant to have our lunch, then we 'hunt' for my chocolate bar again... Haha!!
But finally found it at Grace Grocery which located near my school...

Then, we decided to go back home...
The road from my school until the traffic light is a very long and straight, so I asked Jade to let me try to drive the car, well of course I'm nervous, but it is better when she taught me to drive...
" wow wow wow!!! Is it right? What should I? What should I ?!! "

So funny...

Today is the day which I used my mum's car, and I quite scare because I didn't ask for her permission...
I'm a bad son today...

Usually I am?? Hmm.....

Speechless

Since when I don't confess my stressness or what I angry for and forth...
So I just don't know why I'm not able to talk and confess to somebody when I was bad mood...
I even don't want to talk anything...
This wasn't me like who I am on last year who really always want to confess not even one person...
I've changed along with every single day growth

Maybe I felt numb...
I did not cry for so long...
Is my feeling numb or I am tough enough?

I know that person was here, I don't have the suffering feeling on it anymore,
but I still not that dare to walk or even pass by at where that person is...
But still, I'm glad for it so far...

There is so so so many incidents happened to push me in hard condition...
Last time I just about suffering for almost 6 months, an half a year!!
Still, the friendship and family was in trouble at the same time~

Happening on this year which I sitting for my SPM!!
That's why I really really wanted to cry that I do not do well in my paper especially science subjects that could judge me and decides me to apply for A level! which I craving for it so bad!
This is the only way to achieve my dream...
Maybe this is what could effort me to make me tough...

But anyhow if the SPM certificate was a disaster...
It could really screw up my whole life and spoil my dream and then my whole life will become disaster!!!

Why me?