谁

世界上有这么多人口...
你是谁? 我在找你...

Move = Leave

" Tony, I don't want to stay Miri anymore... "
" So do I, "

On the way back from playing badminton, I told Tony Hii my mind...
Yes...
I really don't want to stay here anymore...
Just like Tony Lam said, Miri so sien a~
Hahaha~ I agree too...

Just these half year...
There are so many things happened, make me tired...
All was connecting to many people...
That's the reason make me set up my mind to move to somewhere that everybody don't know me, and start a whole new life...
Changing myself...
Asking meself " Am I? No, I'm NOT !!! "

I really hope I could go to somewhere,
taking a whole new fresh air...

Class Party

I am wondering why they held the party at Pantai Lutong...
This place is not the majority la~
I know la, those who ride motocycle...

Anyway, the time is set on 7.30 a.m. leh~
So early, as I aslo don't have transport to fetch me there...
That is impossible mission to ask my mum to get up from bed to fetch me go there~
So, Zaimah fetch me...
On 7 a.m.!

When we arrived there, there's some of our classmates already been there waiting for us... We aren't the earliest... Haha!

So early reach there, May, Lee, Ee Ling and I don't know what to do
So we just walking...
Walked here and walked there, taking pictures~
For about 2 hours!
You know why?
Because after 8.30 a.m. the BBQ charcoal haven't buy yet!
It's supposed to start by 7.30 a.m. !









Until around 9 a.m. , They started to BBQ, I have help them la...
Just don't have take picture about those food... hehehe~ ( just realized when arranging photo )

But after that I still keep taking pictures with my friends...







After a while, They still cooking...
And it starting to rain!!!
OMG~ The wind also blowing strongly~









Well... when raining, we just hide into Tang Ing Hong's car...
But still, we havent eat!!!
So hungry on that time...
After rain, we go there and help them cook...
( because they cook so slow~ )
After eat, I just play play there...
A while, walking, a while again, listen to Ipod~
hahaha~





Too bad, Lee and Ee Ling did not eat anything then just go back...
But on 12 p.m. Tony Lam, Tony Hii and I eat our lunch in restaurant...
Then we went to play badminton...
Still, they stay there until 4 p.m. siao~! hahaha!
Anyway, we have a good time there~

loser

Just hard to write on my blog about this...
I really upset and sad about this...

I went to Mega Mall on yesterday,
I saw that person... just called "D"

I'm not sure whether all those memory came back or I still not completely let it go...
But all I know is...
My heart was so pain when I saw D...
I was just cut my hair and ready to have a great night shopping with Tony Lam and Tony Hii... But D make me cannot concentrate to do everything...

Until today...
I thought I was " escape " from that suffer,
but why still am I to feel that way? It's hurting me...
I was thinking the time...
I think the time when I'm crying, when I'm sad, when I'm no appetite, awake from hurt, sleep with hurt...
All those shit thing I really don't want to let them happen again in my life!
I'm spending almost half year to recover that sad feeling...
I am so Tired!

I ask myself non-stop, why I punishing myself under D's fault?
WHY WHY WHY?????



I also wondering that is God punishing me now?
I really don't want to see D again,
I really don't want to have this fated again...
I don't want to back to that suffered life...
I don't want to be a loser!
Please let me free...

一样的夏天

一样的夏天

歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：Leave

作词:Joy 作曲:陈达伟

窗外的雨刚刚停 午后气息浓浓地才散去

迷迷糊糊张开眼 刚刚的梦我似乎在瞬间看见你

Oh my god 已经 不知多久没想起

Oh~ Oh~

我淡淡地想着你 那年夏天最后的那一天

你轻轻地唱着歌 未曾感受的温柔模糊我的双眼

终于也可以 开始一个人看明天

Oh~ Oh~yeah 你放下我 走向前

Oh~ 不见 不见了你给的回忆

为什么 曾经深刻的消失了 没有原因

我的心已经 没有想起你的空隙

Oh I~ 没想起不是忘记

OH I~没想起你是平静

想起了你 是想起那样一个夏天

Blood donation

As I said, I have donate my blood on last Saturday...
I never thought that I can donate my blood!
I am so proud of myself~ wahaha!

When I go to school, I met my mathematics teacher, and she said " Kok hua, you come to donate blood or come to receive blood? you're so thin leh~ "
Mdm Anne~ here I am to donate my blood... neh~~
hahahaha...




I'm not nervous~ haha... Just sit there and wait~~

here we go!! wakaka~ Actually it's not hurt...

Well~ done of the blood donation...
See my blood there?
haha! I'm O type~

My class got 8 student volunteer to donate their blood...
But only me, Fridaus and Reynaldo can donate...
Yeah~ Peace!

Start of a whole new month~

It's the first day of August today...
Haiz~~
Seen my July post only 4 post...
I really have no idea to post...
sometimes really lazy and busy...
Plus, I always have no mood to post,

Anyway...
I should always post new in blogger now,
Although my blog was not famous and nobody coming here~
That's mean I express my stress and talking bad about someone also doesn't matter lor! wahahaha~
I just kidding la~

Well...
It's August now...
Honestly, I still under prepare for my SPM~
Haiz...
But now I'm trying hard lor!

Today I have go to school for...........
Donate Blood!!
I can't believe I make it!
Wooo~~~~~~~