complicated

Everything went wrong...
It almost destroy my life...
God!
All things never becomes good or better...
No matter in friendship, family, love or school...everything!!!

I felt I'm lonely...
I couldn't find my happy...
I'm stuck! I'm lost!
I'm tired...
I'm scared and panic...
I'm no dare to face the reality...

I can't breath...

not lazy...

Last year I always update my blog...
But now I'm not lazy to blog...
I also not busy that no time to blog...
I just not in mood around these month...
I don't know why...
All bad thing come toward me...
Haiz...

So I just don't want to share about my sad thing on blog...
Really spoiled de...
I really tired...
Hope can lose my bad and sad memories...

HELL ~~

I really want to scream!!!
ARGHH~~~

I do admire those who got very simple minded...
Because they will not think about the damn shit annoyed things...
Haiz...
Stress keep coming toward me,
what should I do...

我挡!! ~~

Like living in hell these days...

Special to May Sim...

可能你太年轻...
不知道大人在想什么...
或许你年龄根本就不了解他到底要的关系是什么,
累积的经验还不够所以有很多任性的要求...

你总是在无所事事的时候想到他...
甚至幻想和他在一起...

眼泪掉落的那一瞬间,
在脸颊留下的温度, 就是这么真实...
你比任何人都还要清楚, 你心痛全都是因为他...

你总是扮演坚强和勇敢...
每天都想着原因,
很多个为什么, 控制着冲动, 不敢面对他给的答案...
一切的疑问, 一切的怀疑...
你可以当作是他不想伤害你的谎言吗?
还是你全心全意地相信他?
你对他的爱情...
你坚持的和你相信的...这些都值得吗?
我相信你作的选择, 永远都不会让你后悔...

就不要让自己狼狈地流泪...
因为希望总是在你的周围守护着...
对抗你所面对的的荆棘和障碍...
追求你的幸福...

May...this is specially for you...
Maybe all I write was not right like what you think...

希望你能得到属于你自己的幸福...