我不再怕 梁心頤

昨天在 [ 康熙來了 ] 節目中聽了梁心頤 ( Lara ) 唱了她個人專輯中的其中一首療傷歌曲。
昨晚到今天都一直重複著這首歌。
好聽好聽！

其實有好多療傷歌曲的歌詞的表達方式都以假堅強讓自己好過，常常看到個個在面子書上都post上一些說 “ 自己以後會好過 ”，“ 以後不會再為感情受傷 ”，“ 謝謝你離開我　”，“　單身萬歲  ”　，“　談戀愛很累，單身最好　”……之類的話。我看了根本想都不用想就知道他們根本就是desperate愛情到了極點。
來來去去都是用假堅強來麻痺自己

現在的我會這樣說；但如果當下我是失戀的，我或許會覺得如果這樣可以讓我更快從傷痛中走出來，Why Not? 寧可不讓自己那麼痛苦。


假堅強沒有不對，只是始終還是需要時間……

Todos Tenemos Uno [ Ex ]

很有意思的一部意大利电影。

必须要很专心看，因为我发现他们其实说话好快，连字幕都来不及看。

但是大概都可以知道故事的进展

故事其实说了种种爱情故事，种种的分离。

当你和你的情人分开后，他就成为了［ EX ]

是和平的分开，还是难堪的结局，

你曾想过分开真的是对方想要的？或这是你要的结局？

如果你可能再也听不见他的声音，

如果你探索他的内心世界，

如果你看得见他为你所做的一切，

如果事实并不像肤浅的表面，

如果距离并不是问题......

他永远就不会变成前任，不是吗？

Happy Birthday, kokhua

I'm offlicially 19!

Thanks for the birthday wishes from everyone in FB wall posts, SMSes, phone calls and msn.

Espcially Ryong Ee! She called me by right on time ( 31/3 12:00 AM ) !!

And my little brother, after scold by mummy but still saying " Happy Birthday, Gor " while he's crying.

Thanks for the birthday song especially from S1 ( July 10 ), 3 times " choir performance "  today. =D

( I'm awkward =P )

Thanks for the birthday present, Pei Ying, Chenni, Eevy, Eric, Kok weng, Belinda, etc

( I like it so much ! )

Thanks for the dinner, Ryan & Peter.

I still remember my birthday that year 

虽然有个可爱又没良心的妹妹　（ 她竟然忘了自己亲生哥哥的生日是在30还是31号。）

虽然没有Piggy的长途电话，　（ 是很渴望他亲口跟我说 “ 生日快乐 ” )

虽然蛋糕只有一小块，而且又是自己买给自己，

虽然充满考试的压力，

虽然还没真正许愿，( World Peace ) [ 在选美咩？]

但始终对我而言，3月31日还是个特别的日子。

Happy Birthday again, kokhua :)

Boobs?

When my classmates and I discussing whether we want to go or not to go for Moral yesterday,

And something funny happened,

Me : I wanna defer to January intakes la ( Just joking )

Hass : Why? You don't like us is it? 

I pointed to her books that she hold in front of her chest and said : No, I don't like books 

Hass : ( With confused face ) " Boobs " ?

Me : No, B-O-O-K-S, books! ( I already laugh out )

Hass : This is what I said!

That even make me laugh until I almost roll on the floor!

I thought she misunderstood me saying BOOBS instead of BOOKS since I was pointing her books which is in front of her boobs!! ( Oppss! )

But actually I'm the one who misunderstood from what she said!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Forgive me Hass, I guess I mix with Jon and Kiat too much! You know I'm innocent. :P

还以为人家听错，把我说的BOOKS听成是BOOBS ( 胸部）,
但是整件事，只有我一个人在误会。有够糗！

希望人家不会觉得我是在 “ 言语上非礼 ”。

手脚, 大家来合拼！！

Everytime I saw my friends or other people I don't know but appear in my facebook friend list, but I just don't understand whenever they had outing with their friends, sure will have a picture of their foot!

 I just don't know what is the point? Just like my friends, the funny thing is I read their blog post which is about their outing, and I am sure I will see these kind of photo, clicked his or her friend's blog link, still the same photo...

But mean while, I start thinking about whether I have this kind of photo or not so I go and browse all my pictures...

Eh! Got wor! 还果然真的有！

This picture took by 2 years ago when my class having barbecue party at the beach.
That kind of picture probably very very popular at that time,
想说自己也来一张，但也只有四个人，没有像一些甚至20条腿挤在一起的那么壮观画面。

这个算不算？（ my foot and sylvester's foot )

Besides the foot picture, another one which is the hands, they will use the " Peace " hand sign and " cantum " to each other's become star shape or something and there's the picture comes out.

I'm wondering is this the way they prove their friendship or they think these pictures are kind of artistic ? Hmmm...

如果你约我一起来拍脚脚的照片，我一定要求大家来玩个脚脚的剪刀，石头，布。叛逆一点的话，来个脚脚中指也不错！如果大家做到的话，拍起来更有艺术，更有趣不是吗？=P

殊不知，两年前俺也有solo过一张。献丑咯！=P

The 365 - Day 201 - CIE Timetable

Stick it on the wall to remind myself exam is getting nearer and NEARER!

考试一步一步逼近，压力一层一层重叠

The 365 - Day 200 - 害怕

忘

我没有很努力要自己去遗忘

那些和日记一起收藏的过往

孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长

想

我没有很刻意让自己不去想

那些和照片静止的模样

我学着坚强

坚强到不用学着不想

学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你

还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息

然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰

当拥有已经是失去

就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记

还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定

然而当爱最后的出口是分离

我会这么相信

走下去

孙燕姿


专辑：我要的幸福
作曲：深白色
填詞：深白色
編曲：深白色