Happy Birthday, kokhua

I'm offlicially 19!

Thanks for the birthday wishes from everyone in FB wall posts, SMSes, phone calls and msn.

Espcially Ryong Ee! She called me by right on time ( 31/3 12:00 AM ) !!

And my little brother, after scold by mummy but still saying " Happy Birthday, Gor " while he's crying.

Thanks for the birthday song especially from S1 ( July 10 ), 3 times " choir performance "  today. =D

( I'm awkward =P )

Thanks for the birthday present, Pei Ying, Chenni, Eevy, Eric, Kok weng, Belinda, etc

( I like it so much ! )

Thanks for the dinner, Ryan & Peter.

I still remember my birthday that year 

虽然有个可爱又没良心的妹妹　（ 她竟然忘了自己亲生哥哥的生日是在30还是31号。）

虽然没有Piggy的长途电话，　（ 是很渴望他亲口跟我说 “ 生日快乐 ” )

虽然蛋糕只有一小块，而且又是自己买给自己，

虽然充满考试的压力，

虽然还没真正许愿，( World Peace ) [ 在选美咩？]

但始终对我而言，3月31日还是个特别的日子。

Happy Birthday again, kokhua :)

Boobs?

When my classmates and I discussing whether we want to go or not to go for Moral yesterday,

And something funny happened,

Me : I wanna defer to January intakes la ( Just joking )

Hass : Why? You don't like us is it? 

I pointed to her books that she hold in front of her chest and said : No, I don't like books 

Hass : ( With confused face ) " Boobs " ?

Me : No, B-O-O-K-S, books! ( I already laugh out )

Hass : This is what I said!

That even make me laugh until I almost roll on the floor!

I thought she misunderstood me saying BOOBS instead of BOOKS since I was pointing her books which is in front of her boobs!! ( Oppss! )

But actually I'm the one who misunderstood from what she said!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Forgive me Hass, I guess I mix with Jon and Kiat too much! You know I'm innocent. :P

还以为人家听错，把我说的BOOKS听成是BOOBS ( 胸部）,
但是整件事，只有我一个人在误会。有够糗！

希望人家不会觉得我是在 “ 言语上非礼 ”。

手脚, 大家来合拼！！

Everytime I saw my friends or other people I don't know but appear in my facebook friend list, but I just don't understand whenever they had outing with their friends, sure will have a picture of their foot!

 I just don't know what is the point? Just like my friends, the funny thing is I read their blog post which is about their outing, and I am sure I will see these kind of photo, clicked his or her friend's blog link, still the same photo...

But mean while, I start thinking about whether I have this kind of photo or not so I go and browse all my pictures...

Eh! Got wor! 还果然真的有！

This picture took by 2 years ago when my class having barbecue party at the beach.
That kind of picture probably very very popular at that time,
想说自己也来一张，但也只有四个人，没有像一些甚至20条腿挤在一起的那么壮观画面。

这个算不算？（ my foot and sylvester's foot )

Besides the foot picture, another one which is the hands, they will use the " Peace " hand sign and " cantum " to each other's become star shape or something and there's the picture comes out.

I'm wondering is this the way they prove their friendship or they think these pictures are kind of artistic ? Hmmm...

如果你约我一起来拍脚脚的照片，我一定要求大家来玩个脚脚的剪刀，石头，布。叛逆一点的话，来个脚脚中指也不错！如果大家做到的话，拍起来更有艺术，更有趣不是吗？=P

殊不知，两年前俺也有solo过一张。献丑咯！=P

The 365 - Day 201 - CIE Timetable

Stick it on the wall to remind myself exam is getting nearer and NEARER!

考试一步一步逼近，压力一层一层重叠

The 365 - Day 200 - 害怕

忘

我没有很努力要自己去遗忘

那些和日记一起收藏的过往

孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长

想

我没有很刻意让自己不去想

那些和照片静止的模样

我学着坚强

坚强到不用学着不想

学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你

还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息

然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰

当拥有已经是失去

就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记

还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定

然而当爱最后的出口是分离

我会这么相信

走下去

孙燕姿


专辑：我要的幸福
作曲：深白色
填詞：深白色
編曲：深白色

The 365 - Day 199 - LALA pose

Scissors, paper and stone!

I think Kiat is doing the scissors but Jonathan blocked him.

The 365 - Day 198 - Porridge

This is what I have for lunch and dinner when I am sick

生病就是要吃粥。谁规定？就是健康规定。。。囧

The 365 - Day 197 - Camera accessories

I am so forgetful and careless that last time when I back to my hometown I forgot to bring my camera USB cable then I can't upload my pictures for 1 month, I can't update Project 365 and tag my friends.

After I went back to Bandar Sunway, I realize that this time I forgot to bring back my camera charger, and I can't even take pictures. Luckily my friends who still holiday at my hometown brought back it to me. Gamsiah la~

The 365 - Day 196 - Kiat's Pregnancy

I guess that will be TWINS. Congrates Kiat  :D

The 365 - Day 195 - Revision

Tons of books have to revise for the coming exam :(

The 365 - Day 194 - Do Not Push

For the promote purpose, some company will have the idea that the promoter put on the outfit and selling their product.

When I shopping with my roommate in Sunway Pyramid, we saw this and my roommate had a naughty thoughts that want to push him, but we really saw the " Do not Push " warning note right on his head.

This is so funny. =D

The 365 - Day 193 - Starbucks New Logo

Couple times ago I heard the starbucks logo are going to update into new one but nothing much, only get rid of the words " Starbucks Coffee ", and I actually think this is more simple and nice.

The 365 - Day 192 - Rumah Hope Orphanage Visiting

We got the moral project that we have to visit orphanage.
I quite excited when I know we got the visiting, because I can have the trip with my classmates and can visit orphanage which I never done before, and this is a GREAT experience!

The 365 - Day 191 - Sun Yanzi [ It's Time ]

Finally her album released! 4 years of waiting her voice to be record to an album!
Now I'm repeat her album on my Ipod almost all the time.

Love her song so much, now I have new songs to sing in Red box or anywhere K-box else, Hooray!

The 365 - Day 190 - Nasty

I really freaking HATE don't know which fella, He or even They, put their food into the refrigerator, I even found expired mooncake with mold, mildew or whatever it is, besides the gross mooncake, I found there are still got a lot food which are expired!

Damn it! It is so irresponsible! I don't have space to put my food and drink and fruits and the sad thing is, I don't even dare to put my food inside!

Hey, nasty housemates, CLEAN YOUR STUFF!

The 365 - Day 189 - Sour tape

I like to eat sour thing like green apple, sour pineapple, plum, and recently I love the something candy call sour tape, ( or it is not a candy but it is sour tape instead of its name )

Sour sour... 酸溜溜~

The 365 - Day 188 - Cute

This is just a random post.

每次听到你那可爱又嗲的声音来问候我说：“哥！你好吗？”

在对岸生活的我，已经不知道姐姐们教会了你说了什么，再加上你那机灵的头脑，活泼又淘气的个性，我现在说什么，你的回答都让我捧腹大笑。

难怪我每次回去最大原因都是因为你，你真的实在太可爱了。

弟弟！不要再弄坏我每次买回去的玩具！

The 365 - Day 187 - Wendy's

It's been so long I never took Wendy's.
After gym, my friend and I decided to have it for dinner, The burger is taste so so good.
I'll never forget the taste of the mushroom melts.

Yummy~~~

The 365 - Day 186 - Blue Man

He must be desperate for money or he dreams to be a hero like Superman, or else he won't wear this super tight outfit and walk around to promote their products.

But the good news for him is, no one will regconize him after he take off the outfit. =)

FYI, there is another one, Orange Man.

The 365 - Day 185 - L'occitane Shampoo

I thought I won't buy any products from L'occitane, but after I use the sample, I decided to buy the whole bottle, it is quite nice to use especially the smell, I love it.

I always tell my friends, it smells so good that I feel like I'm living in heaven.

very 3 8 hor? =P

The 365 - Day 184 - Ice Cream

Ice cream! Kid's favourite junk food

And I got a lot in my refrigerator! =P

The 365 - Day 183 - Mum & Sylvester

想大声说：“哥哥想你们了！！ ”

The 365 - Day 182 - Ninjas

You better watch out!
Ninjas are watching you!

Watcha!

The 365 - Day 181 - Starbucks Sleeves

Whenever I go for a Starbucks drink, my order are all the same. Signature hot chocolate.
Unless it is a hot day then I will have cold dark mocha.
Even I having it there, I'm still request for the take away cup, I know I'm weird. Collecting the Starbucks sleeves. But I can use it as my bookmark ( So far I use them in this way. )

The 365 - Day 180 - 城市夜景

在我住户的大门外的另一扇窗，可以看到另外一边的城市夜景。
黑夜中的每一盏灯，又有什么样的故事呢？

The 365 - Day 179 - 影子

抛开恐惧的影子，
如果你发现世界在脚下，你会感谢跌倒的力量。

The 365 - Day 178 - S2 201003 Gathering

Dinner with S2 gang for Kah Heng, Sharul and Chong Yaw's birthday celebration.
I always having fun with them

For sure, I miss them all.

The 365 - Day 177 - Jay Chow Fan

I'm not a Jay Chow's fans but I bought a fan in Jay Chow model.

The 365 - Day 176 - Nerdy

Let's be a nerdy like Nerdy Sylvester!

The 365 - Day 175 - 雨蒙蒙

细雨蒙蒙仿佛一大片的雾笼罩这城市，
一盏盏灯因为一点微暗而亮起来。

城市的故事依然还在继续。

The 365 - Day 174 - Face zoom

I don't know why my classmates especially Kiat loves to zoom in to people's face and non-stop laughing in the class. They found it very fun!

The only picture that will make me laugh is Owen's this photo. LMAO!

The 365 - Day 173 - L'occitane membership

FYI, L'occitane is a brand products of bodycare, skincare, haircare...
After I bought their products for my friend's birthday present, I got the membership.

Hmmm... I think I won't use it because I don't think I will buy anything from there.
Anyone want to buy products from there, contact me la!

The 365 - Day 172 - Aromatic Oil

The aromatic oil that I just bought for my room.
I use aromatic oil instead of air fresher because I believe that aromatic oil did has relaxing effect, so that the whole busy day but after I heat up the aromatic oil then I can relax in my room, do my homework and other stuff in calm.

Now my room smells heavenly. =P

Future

I went for dinner with my roommate just now, suddenly he ask me " What is your ideal life in future? "

I was like " I don't know? ", have a completely blank in mind. Simply said " I wish I could travel with my friends and family "

After his question, I started thinking about what is my ideal life and what I wanna do after my A-level course?

Seriously, those uncle, aunty, gor gor, jie jie, 路人甲, everytime meet new friends they will definitely ask " What plan after your A-level a? "

Honestly I copy my friend's ambition which is a Pharmacist, ( I swear I never think about it at all ), and they will give a lot of advice like promoting those best university for pharmacy while I'm speechless and keep nodding my head with no idea in my mind but " What the hell is he talking about ? "

But now, it's time for me to really set what should I do, and what I want to achieve.

写完上一句后，我的双手顿时从键盘上瘫痪似的“瘫”倒在大腿上。再来一声叹气……
有如重大的责任即将跨坐在我肩上的感觉。


" 是怎样啦？？？ "

非“赞”勿扰

除非外表像中性有个性，不然我就不喜欢一般女生说脏话。再来不喜欢不成熟的女生。前几天在面子书看过她写的Wall 之后，我就可以确定她就是我心目中典型的 “ 败娇女 ”

一大堆的脏话骂那些跟她不相关的人，人家在面子书上倾诉出国深造前的心情（可能是），她却有意见，长篇大论就专门骂他们说他们一直在炫耀，博取注意。

我承认她这么做我有意见，虽然跟她不熟，在面子书，wall post 和自拍也无时无刻在update，明明自己也在博取注意，干吗还说人家？

我留言了只是好心的建议和劝告，毕竟她是我妈朋友的女儿，常来我家把我那可爱的弟弟带走，或许还可以联络一下感情。最后再看留言板的时候，她却把我的留言删除了。

她看了八成心里不舒服，才会把它删除。建议不看，只看她回复那些赞她 “ 说的没错！”，“ Cool ~ ” 之类的话。再来看到她那摆出超嘟的嘟嘴，仿佛说 “ 我的个性就是这样 。”

俺真想翻白眼。因为你就是把形象和人格都砸了。

我还本来想说 “ 你怎么从来都不检讨一下自己？ ”

情绪

老师，圣人，甚至在路边打扫的大婶，大家都有情绪，差别在于每个人脾气好坏的程度。

刚刚就遇到了不如我意的事情，当时气得恨不得想随便拉一个路人也好，就是想要发泄说他们这样做实在很不应该。所以回到了房间，在msn上点击一两个朋友，他们就这样挨了炸药。

Piggy 一直是我最在乎的人，越在乎的人我就越觉得他怎么样都应该站我这里，但他却劝我就这样算了，我更是不甘心。无奈的他就这样下线，读书去了。我· 失望。
冷静下来想想，其实把 " 算了吧 " 换走对这种事情的不甘愿，也是不错的。抛开无畏的闹事，一笑而过。

再来想想，刚刚在气炸的我，对Piggy的表现失望。但相对的，如果我的情绪是风平浪静，我就会说 " 算了吧, 他在读书我就不应该跟他说这个 。" 然后给自己一个勉强的笑容。

一个人在喜，怒，哀，乐，各种不一样的情绪就会做出不一样的处事方法，甚至可能会出乎所料。
就好像我在为一件很难解决的事情烦恼时，就会觉得什么事情都没有希望一样。
或在我中了头奖，觉得天下无难事一样。

但有些人就很厉害，懂得隐藏。这点本人想学习。
但人却不能没有情绪，不然约会时就很死板。

我不明白为什么当初他们说我自私的时候，就不检讨一下自己。